You keep staring like you're listening, you haven't even known the pain yet you have jumped to the "Shit happens" already. The shoes doesn't match so the friends don't count. What am looking for is not to be found but discovered so am expecting something new yet to coexist. My mind is rich but am poor outside where the mind don't count. Am checking if I can bring up an idea which gives the effort a meaning. Maybe am putting more effort in the meaning than the description cause if only I describe what I meant, the idea can be a discovery of outside mind where am rich and poor inside. Do you really have to lose to gain cause I haven't gained what I want yet and I have lost it all.